Tonight is the Night

So woke up to find out the dj Prestige cant' dj  for me at 6pm because he has this reggaeton  singer who requested only HIM to do this tattoo. So here we go, I'm going to have to deal with this all alone.  I dj at club Taboo at 4pm then again at NGR Luau (my event mind you). I am trying my best to keep calm but its less then four hours away and I am on edge just because.  I am going to have to work some serious major to have this done.  I am a bit nervous but I know my NGR sisters will be there and have my back as this is for all of us to shine.  WOOT RUSH WEEK!

No Sleep

So here I am up at 3:30am trying my best to go back to sleep with no success.  I just hope the few hours I do get some rest when I do fall asleep I will be able to get up and be in full force.  I keep falling asleep earlier and earlier each night to the point I am not getting anything done. I don't like the feeling of not being able to finish things I want to do.  I am starting to feel really at a lost that I am not doing all that I should do or want to do or have plans to do.  This is the part on the blog that I give a heavy sigh. SIGH! Anyway I guess I will ease myself back under my warm blankee and try to get some sleep before I find myself calling out tomorrow morning. 

Hugs and Kisses

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A fun FB post!

So my cat Diva, I am about to pack her bowl, litter box and her few unbroken toys and send her to someone on my fb list.  Last night I fed her, I didn't fill her bowl like normally because I didn't realize she was low on food.  Since my ear issues i have not been the one to feed her someone has been. Anyway, I put the food in her bowl and she meowed at me a few times because it was not filled to the top. IGNORING HER NOW! So I think ok ill pick her up some food in the morning when i go see my doctor.  I put the empty bag in the trash and laid down. This morning I got up and the bag was near her bowl. So I think, ok was I that out of it that I didn't throw it away like i thought.  So i pick it up and put ti in the trash again. I then  get in the shower and wash my hair etc.  I finish my shower open the bathroom door and the bag was there at the door. Ok, now now I am a bit shook mama. Like I know I put this bag in the damn trash WTH!!! So i pick the bag up, go in and get Kitten (never mind who kitten is lol). I make sure Kitten is ready and I put the bag back in the trash.  I get on fb for a bit and as I get up to go to get dress and head out i see Diva dragging the bag in the bedroom towards me. Now at first i thought how cute and smart, then the more I think on it I am like she DEMANDING to eat!! Demanding I go get her some food like NOW!! So yeah, I'm bout to pack her kitty cat BS and send her packing!! NERVE!!!

This is IT!

I woke up around 5am this morning. My sugar levels were and are still UP!! My mind has been racing since yesterday to the point were my thoughts are all over the place. I tried to watch something on TV but couldn't find anything.  I then jumped on my computer and attempted to play some Sims 3 and got bored with that.  I went to view a movie on Netflix and got bored when I couldn't find anything appealing.  I then started thinking about my old blog, I decided to go to it and read just for shits and giggles. I couldn't believe I remembered the email I used as well as the password,  but I did.  I begin to read some of the things I had written back in 2007 and thought wow what ever happen to THAT GIRL.  I had so much to say then, the funny part of it all was that there were a lot of ppl who actual read what I wrote. I begin to thing about my talk show and how many ppl I had as listening. I  I walked away from that as well. I begin to think of all the things I start and stop.  I don't know if I get bored because its no longer a challenge, or if I get bored because I don't see any more fun in it. So many questions with no true answers.  I think I really would like to start my blogs again, my talk show again. I want so much to do something to just have fun and enjoy my virtual (and my rl) world.  So I won't promise anything, I wont act like I'm going to make this big changed and blog every other day like I use too.  HOWEVER, I will start enjoying things again and not allow BS to get in the way. 
So welcome me back everyone, expect now my name is Sugalicious. MUAH!